yet another apology
for not blogging lately.
I am really wondering if this is a healthy outlet for me, this blogging thing. If I let it, I can get all consumed by it and that is not a good thing, not when I have so many other things in my life that need taken care of. And trust me there are LOTS of those things.
One promise I made when my husband died 4 years ago was to tie up all the loose ends in my life. Standing here looking on my life now it seems that I have created more loose ends then I have managed to tie up and that bothers me.
I have a bit of a fung shui hang up...if my desk is a mess then I am unable to concentrate on getting anything done in the office...I don't particularly know why that is, but it is a major issue and distraction to me. I feel like the desk that is my life is a mess and I am unable to move forward to whatever it is that I am suppose to move forward to. I know that makes no sense, but it is the best I can do. and for me it works.
I have also broken out in hives for the first time in my life, which must mean that something is going terribly wrong, either I am stressed out more then I care to admit..or...or what? I dunno.
Anyway I am probably going to take a break from this blogging thing - I may not return to it, I reserve that right.
Comments
I understand getting too consumed with blogging. It's hard not to, especially when we are writing about emotional subjects.
I try to keep a balance... when I feel emotionally drained I will usually just post some photos instead of writing. Your photos are light-years better than mine, perhaps you can consider photo-blogging for awhile?
You do what you need to for yourself, but I would miss your posts.
Love,
Stella
No apologies needed Pammy. You need to do what is best for you.
Oddly enough, I have been considering my own blogging of late. It's quite a commitment and a time suck too.
My thing is do I write about it? Or do I just go and do it? I've always been more of a go and do it kind of person. So, I guess we'll see.
In the meantime, take care of you. And we'll see you when we see you!
Rob